Well another day is nearly over, nothing much happened today work was quite boring as there is no much work these days so I have done some research on the best ways to end it all and thet sort of lifted up my mood abit as I can now see the end of the pain. Will be going out with some friends later today but I think it just going to be another boring evening as lately I am just not finding anything they talk about exciting or even having any point at all, so I just probably drink enough to pass out and hopefully will get some sleep as I did not get much last night with nightmares and everything else probably got only about an hour of sleep. Well really there is nothing more to say right now so Ill be going to get ready to go.